When will I find calm?
When will I find calm?
Will I ever find it?
Will I know when I find it
Or, will it know to tell me so?
Does anyone know when?
Does anyone recognize calm?
Is it a very quiet surrounding, or
Is it an extremely serene mind?
Is it a treasure that I can hold
or will I lose it after I find it?
Calmness is a desire
That I crave for everyday
A hunger that stays in turmoil
unless its fed and satisfied
For which I have to hunt
to discover a meal
I’m a prey looking for a victim
with a quest for a feeling of gain
A cannibalistic nature to pleasure
To content one by killing the other
I have to nourish my yearning
For an addiction I need to please
To fulfill this voracious appetite
I have to first identify calm
I then have to find it
…everyday
February
13, 2011 …more